accordin' to my mom, abah meninggal coz of xcident. mase tu, dia baru balik anta my sis ke skolah, naik moto. pas my sis masuk class, abah pon balik. skolah tu kat tanah tinggi sket. kire cam skolah kat atas, jln raye kat bwh la. bile abah turun, tetibe ade 1 wire tepon yg masih lam keje2 penyelenggaraan & hanye ditongkat ngan batang pokok ubi jatuh melintangi laluan abah. abah xbley nak elak, trus langgar wire tu, then, t'jatuh kat jln raye. @ da same time, ade 1 lori nak lalu & t'langgar abah.
ya allah...
my sis mmg ingat sgt lg kejadian tu coz dia cakap, mase ade bunyi bising2 tu, dia kuar class & nampak abah dah t'baring kaku. tp, dia cam t'gamam... dia just pegang pagar skolah & nangis.
bile dia dah besor sket, dia ade citer kat my mom yg b4 da crash, abah ade suh dia wat s/thin'. on da way to school, ade 1 mosque. kat mosque kan normally ade 1 board yg state, 'SEMBAHYANGLAH KAMU SBLOM KAMU DISEMBAHYANGKAN'. abah suh my sis bace mende tu. tp, time tu, my sis xpaham ape2 la. bile dah besor, baru dia paham yg tu maybe petande yg abah akan tinggalkan kami forever...
after dat la my mom start jd tailor. xtually, b4 abah 'xde' pon my mom dah start wif her keje2 m'jahit. tp, bese2 jer la. wat bj utk kitorang & jiran2 jer. besides, mcm2 keje yg m'dtgkan hasil yg halal dia wat utk besorkan kami 3 beradik. betapa besornye pengorbanan my mom utk kami. skang, my mom dah xkeje coz kitorang pon dah besor pjg. but, she still continue wif her tailor job. kalo ikutkan, dia dah 'retire'. tp, regular customers xm'izinkan coz diorang ckp, ssh nak cari tailor yg bg reasonable price & alhamdulillah... diorang sume puas ati ngan ape yg my mom jahit. penah skali tu my mom mention kat customersnye yg dia nak 'cuti' jap dr m'jahit. tp, diorang bley lak ckp, 'xpe kak ct. bj2 nie bknnye urgent pon. bile kak ct dah 'xcuti', kak ct jahitkan, ek?!' hehehe... cian my mom, xbley nak rest.
my mom sgt2 tabah & independent. but, my mom said, dia bkn dilahirkan dgn ketabahan. plus, she married my dad when she was 15 years old! muda sgt lg! tp, xperiences m'dewasakannye & mengajarnye erti tabah & independent. anak2 jd nadi kekuatan. till now, she still live as a single parent. kami xhalang my mom utk cari p'ganti abah. tp, my mom sendiri yg xnak coz dia ckp, so far, xde org len yg bley replace tempat abah di atinye. cinta dia hanye utk abah. plus, ssh nak cari org cam abah katanye. betapa istimewanye abah di mata mak. kagum aku! tp, andaikata 1 ari nanti atinye t'buke utk trime org len sbg p'ganti abah, aku redha jer. as long as, my mom bahagia.
~ nie mak aku yg sentiase jelitayu & dkt di ati... aku syggggggggg mak aku coz dia la ayah, dia la ibu...
~ me & my mom mase pas aku nikah.
~ my small little cute family. nie mase my wedd, belah mlm, time potong cake. sila abaikan wajah 't'lebey sudah' my 'sayang'ku itu, ek! hahaha... love u ols! mmuahhhsssz...
insyaallah...
* entry nie hanye sekadar b'kongsi citer. bkn utk meraih simpati/else. no hidden agenda. tq...